How should i stay motivated

Well i am fat.i knw it  ...but seriously when people say that to my face it hurts.like im not thaaaat fat. Everyone has certain body n you should spread love not coments..well i guess now i really want to try some fad diet..wat you guys think?? Shoud i do something or jst keep myselff going on...well i am thinki g about trying to start 13 day diet..fingers crossed..will it work or not??? Fingers crossed😿😿

State of mind right now

Well..lets sayy hi... i jst made this to share...bexause i want ro talk..dnt knw why but lets talk... sometimes all u feel is night n darkness n nothing..did u ever feel like nothing good is happening in your life ????i mean seriiusly i did everything that has to be done .what a good girl should do..but what i got?? Nothing..!!!!!! I am feeling so down nowa days..